Dumpling City

By Angela Tung

Essay

This began as an essay about the search for the perfect dumpling. The weeks before Lunar New Year – which this year is on February 14 – I always get a hankering. But now that I live in in California, I don’t have the luxury of hopping on NJ Transit for a short ride to my mother’s delectable eats.

You’d think finding a good dumpling would be easy in San Francisco, the supposed Chinese American mecca, what the ’49ers called jiu jing shan, the Old Gold Mountain (with New York presumably as the new gold mountain, though no one calls it that). The other day I went to a highly rated place. Highly rated in Chinatown usually means a hole in the wall, which is fine. I’ll take good food over fancy décor. But this was a hole in the wall teeming with people. Pushing, shoving old Chinese people, who elbowed me out of the way as though the apocalypse were upon us and behind the counter were the last turnip cakes on earth.

I barked my order. “Three shrimp! Three pork!” The total came to three bucks.

But when I got home, I found that I had gotten the wrong kind of pork dumplings. I had wanted those wrapped in tender white dough, not too thin or thick, the filling finely minced and balanced parts pork and vegetable. The kind I got was huge chunks of fatty pig meat slapped into egg noodle squares. No mom’s hands lovingly wrapped these.

The saving grace were the crystal shrimp dumplings, known by the Cantonese as har gau – the skin perfect and the shrimp hearty and generous. But har gou does not equal Chinese New Year.

As I forced the pseudo-dumplings down, I thought, I can’t do this again. I already knew I wouldn’t find the perfect dumpling here. I’d have to make do some other way.

* * *

Dumplings are a traditional Lunar New Year dish, along with nian gou, a sticky rice cake, whole fish, and long noodles for a long life. Shaped like ancient gold or silver ingots, dumplings symbolize wealth and are a must have for a guo nian dinner.

Dumplings come in a multitude of flavors. Popular are pork and scallions or green onion, but there are also pork and leek, pork and cilantro, pork and chives, even pork and celery. Basically pork plus some kind of vegetable, or pork plus shrimp plus vegetable. In China on an ill-fated trip to the coast, I once tried fish dumplings, which were far gushier than expected and which, along with mussels and shrimp, made me throw up for days.

Then there are the dumpling cousins. The aforementioned har gau, a dim sum staple, and shao mai, sort of a short cylinder shape with an open top, with or without rice. Potstickers are dumplings that have skipped boiling and gone straight to pan frying. Wontons are so easy to make even a dolt like me can do it. Xiao long bao, or little juicy buns, should be eaten carefully and with a spoon lest an overenthusiastic bite sends an ejaculate of bao zhi juice onto your unsuspecting dining partner (which happened to me once).

Don’t even get me started on the buns, from roast pork, to steamed, to fluffy white with delectably sweet barbecue pork pieces. There are countless ways you can wrap some dough around some kind of filling, and call it a dish.

* * *

My mother first learned to make dumplings as a girl in Taiwan. She learned from her mother, who learned from hers back in Shandong, the dumpling capital of China. My mother, aunts, and grandmother would make them together, standing around wrapping jiao zhi after jiao zhi, gossiping, laughing, and, in the case of one aunt, getting mad over some trivial thing and leaving the group in a flounce of flour dust, only to return minutes later to help with the double boiling and sliding the slippery suckers on platters to be brought, still steaming, to the table.

I never learned how to make dumplings, or how to cook at all from my mother. “How come you never taught me?” I asked her after I moved out.

“I felt guilty,” she said. As children, she and her sisters were made to cook and clean while their two brothers did nothing but study (though later my uncles would happily cook and clean for their wives, to the bizarre consternation of my grandmother).

Really, I think my mother didn’t have the patience. “You don’t know how,” she’d say whenever I asked to help. I didn’t know how because she had never taught me, and I couldn’t help because I didn’t know how. It was a vicious cycle.

(My mother’s reluctance to teach us culinary skills didn’t stop my brother from teaching himself though. In college, he was already making grilled fish and homemade chicken soup. Recently he cooked Thanksgiving dinner for our entire extended family – brined turkey and homemade garlic mashed potatoes, stuffing, and cranberry sauce. Our grandmother, who barely eats anything now, happily scarfed down my brother’s potatoes and stuffing. But he still doesn’t know how to make dumplings.)

My grandmother was far more patient with me in the kitchen. When I was a kid, she’d have me stand on a chair with my sleeves rolled up, stirring over and over a giant bowl of dumpling filling. She didn’t even get mad when I dropped a wad of pork on the floor. She just laughed and wiped it up.

After I left home, I had to make do with restaurant dumplings, which were hit or miss. The ones at Columbia Cottage were decent – nothing like my mom’s, more thick-skinned than I liked, but still pretty damned good when you’re a starving student. Sometimes I brought my mother’s dumplings back with me into the city, but no matter how much she bundled them up, the scallions always stunk up the train and fridge.

* * *

The only time I tried to wrap dumplings was in China. My cousin Huang Lei was the queen. She’d dollop the perfect amount of filling, squeeze her fingers in a magical and mysterious way, and voila! a perfect edible ingot. I tried to imitate her but could never get it right. Mine always came out misshapen and would fall apart upon boiling.

My wrapping inability was seen as just the tip of the iceberg of my kitchen ineptitude. Huang Lei got it in her head that I didn’t even know how to boil water (all I wanted to know was how long I should boil to ensure all nasties were eradicated), wash the dishes, or take out the garbage. “She doesn’t know how,” I heard a lot when she had friends over and everyone but me helped in the kitchen, though what she was referring to, I often had no idea.

By the time Lunar New Year rolled around, I had left Beijing and was in Xi’An with my friends. We had stupidly decided to travel on the worst night in China: New Year’s Eve. Picture Penn Station on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving, South Street Seaport on the Fourth of July, and Times Square on, well, New Year’s Eve, and you have the Beijing airport the day before Spring Festival.

But once we reached Xi’An, things were quiet. People had gotten where they needed to go. Most shops and businesses were closed. But we found an open restaurant near our hotel (not the recommendation of the concierge, who took one look at my white friends and suggested a terrible and overpriced place that served Western-style food).

It was empty. The waitstaff sat around while two men chatted at the grand piano. One was older, the other young and handsome. Both smoked. As we walked in, the older man greeted us heartily.

Huan yi!” he cried. “Welcome! Where are you from?”

The inevitable question. “America,” I said.

He looked perplexed but refrained from asking anymore.

He turned out to be the owner. Delighted to have any customers on New Year’s Eve, he gave us excellent recommendations: steamed snow fish, broccoli, and a platter of dumplings thrown in for free. Those three dishes plus the fried rice my friends, accustomed to Western style Chinese food, considered a staple, cost 88 RMB, or $11.

Only in China did the dumplings rival my mother’s. In the town where I lived, Dumpling City was the place to go, but while there were a head-spinningly large amount of choices, the quality was just so-so. It was usually in small unsuspecting places, like where we were in Xi’an, that you got the best kind.

While we ate, the owner played song after song on the grand piano. He may have sung too. The handsome young man sat down to chat with us.

He was a celebrity in Hainan, or so he said. Hainan is an island in the South China Sea, often described as China’s Hawaii. A celebrity in what, we weren’t sure. Music, but as a singer, producer, or DJ, we didn’t know. Whatever he was, he spoke English well. One of my friends remarked on it.

“Yes, some of us speak English,” he said sarcastically. “Imagine that.”

My friend, flustered, apologized. But when she asked him another question later, he didn’t understand and looked to me for translation.

He gave me his number. “If you’re ever in Hainan,” he said, “give me a call. I’ll show you around.”

My friends gave me looks. Yes, he was handsome, but I wasn’t interested. I was engaged at the time, plus I’d never take up with a guy from China. The cultural divide was too great. He’d probably expect me to make him dumplings.

* * *

That was eleven years ago, the end of a tiger year and the beginning of the rabbit. This February will be the tiger year again, beginning another twelve-year cycle. My father and boyfriend Alex are both tigers. My dad’s an earth tiger, a realist who has a sincere sense of responsibility and isn’t easily distracted, but who should remember not to take life too seriously, which pretty much describes my father to a tee.

Alex is a wood tiger – fierce but adaptable to working with others, stable, warm, and giving, but with a somewhat volatile temper and short attention span. A pretty accurate description as well.

If you believe in that sort of thing, which neither do. My father isn’t superstitious and Alex isn’t Chinese, or superstitious for that matter.

But Alex does want to help me find decent dumplings. While he cooks, he’s at a loss regarding this traditional dish.

“I don’t know how to make dumplings!” he cried helplessly.

I’d be surprised if he did, though I liked the idea coming home to find him, Texan-born and Scotch-Dutch, covered in flour and rolling dough at the counter.

We won’t go to Chinatown though. If I’m going to be shoved around by old Chinese people and eat questionable lumps of meat, I might as well be in China. I’m not sure where we’ll go. But even if we end up with some Korean mandoo or Japanese shumai, that’s okay. We’ll ring in the new year with junk wrapped in dough if it kills us.

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A long-time New Yorker, ANGELA TUNG is a writer in San Francisco. Her work has appeared in CNN Living, The Frisky, Dark Sky Magazine, Matador Life, The New York Press and elsewhere. Her Young Adult novel, Song of the Stranger, was published by Roxbury Park Books.

Her latest book, Black Fish: Memoir of a Bad Luck Girl, chronicles the failed marriage between a Chinese woman and Korean man, both American-born but still bound by old world traditions. Black Fish was short-listed for Graywolf Press' 2010 Nonfiction Prize.

In addition, she's a writer/editor at Wordnik.com, an online word source, and has an MA in Creative Writing from Boston University. Visit her at angelatung.com.

36 responses to “Dumpling City”

  1. Zara Potts says:

    This was great, Angela! I’m a sucker for food stories and this was filled with great moments and warmth and humour. Nice, nice nice!
    It’s only 6.30am where I am and already I have a craving for dumplings.
    I love the Chinese astrology references – a friend of mine from China told me a story of how he was engaged to a girl who was a rooster and his family made him call off the engagement because their signs just weren’t compatible. I couldn’t believe it at first, but then when he explained it, it made a lot of sense.
    Me -I’m happy being a water rat. I think it’s a good one.

  2. Thomas Wood says:

    I loved hearing about the challenge of trekking through SF’s China Town. I’ve always wanted to do a little quest in their myself but would consider it a wasted effort without the right guide. Maybe we just have to find someone who is really, truly native to the place. Then, you speak Chinese, and I will do my best to not look white. We can tell them we’re food critics. It’s a good start to a perfect plan.

  3. Thomas Wood says:

    Meanwhile, I’ve been told Shanghai Dumpling King in the Richmond district is pretty good. This from a Chinese girl who, according to her, “gives a shit about dumplings.”

    • Angela Tung says:

      good to know! i’ve also heard richmond is the place to go for decent chinese good. i might just have to schlep out there.

      as for chinatown here, i seem to speak the “wrong” chinese, ie, mandarin instead of cantonese. at least back in new york, my mandarin was accepted. here, not sure. . .

  4. Greg Olear says:

    Sounds like you feel the same way about dumplings that I do about Italian food. Being of Italian descent, I find most “Italian” restaurants awful. Difficult to locate the really good ones, or the ones that jibe with my palette.

  5. Phat B says:

    I love potstickers. They’re like pork soaked in crack and ginger. We used to order takeout for lunch for the whole office, and I would walk around stealing everyone’s potstickers (they gave them to you free with every meal, along with the ubiquitous paper wrapped chicken). If they sent me to pick up lunch, I would remove them from everyone’s meals and sneak them into mine (until that punk Brian caught me.) Now I always get them when I order Chinese, but there’s really only one place in my area that makes a decent one. For those of you in Orange County, that place is Yen Ching Restaurant on Glassell. The owners name is Ben. He is always at the front. If you call him “Ben Ching” he will know you’re a friend of mine, and probably load you up with potstickers.

  6. Great, great story Angela. I too love a good food story. It’s a really warm way of anchoring a narrative in reality, I’ve found.

    Of course, now I’m really hungry.

    Come to Melbourne. We go crazy for Chinese New Year, and Dumpling House in Chinatown… man. They’re delicious. Even on week-nights, people line up out the front waiting to get in.

  7. Mew Chiu says:

    Love you article Angela! I’m lucky enough to drive over the GW bridge to get great dumplings from the Chiu house (Bei has tasted my dad’s dumplings and can vouch for them). Good luck on your dumpling quest.

    • Angela Tung says:

      thanks mew! nice to hear from you.

      i’m so jealous of your homemade dumplings! i confirmed with my mother that shipping a batch from NJ would probably not be feasible.

  8. Irene Zion says:

    Angela,

    I think part of the problem in rediscovering or recreating comfort food from your childhood is that if your mother doesn’t make it, it just can’t reach your expectations.
    There are cooking classes for just about everything now. In San Francisco there must be a place you can learn to make dumplings that approximate those in your mind’s eye.

  9. Tim C says:

    Great article. If you’re looking for real Chinese food in the Bay Area though, you won’t find it in SF, you’ll have to travel down to Cupertino, Milpitas or Fremont!

  10. Darian Arky says:

    Guotie shi wo zui xihuan chi de zhongguo cai! 🙂 Wo yao xianzai dao fanguan qu chifan, keshi zhi fujin zuo de zhongguo fan hen buhao… 🙁

    Great — and very tasty — story! Xiexie!

    • Angela Tung says:

      wow i’m impressed! for some reason reading, “but this city’s chinese food is terrible” in chinese made me laugh.

      thanks for commenting!

      • Darian Arky says:

        Actually, there’s a really good Sichuan restaurant in the little town just outside Prague where my wife is from, so now I don’t even mind going to visit my in-laws on the weekend!

        It’s strange, really, because it seems like there’s a Chinese restaurant on every corner of this town these days (three within a block or two of our apartment), but nothing even close to good. And, of course, some of them are actually operated by Vietnamese.

        Tian bu pa, di bu pa, zhi pa yuenan ren zuo zhongguo fan! 🙂

  11. You are trying to eat a memory, Angela. I wish you luck….

  12. Marni Grossman says:

    Jewish cooking doesn’t hold a candle to Chinese cooking. This is obviously why we coopt your food on Christmas.

    That said, food is important to us. And my mother makes really killer matzoh ball soup. And an excellent Jewish apple cake. And all sorts of briskets and kugels. And me? I melt cheese on stuff.

    It’s a big regret, never mastering this stuff. I think about all the Rosh Hashanah dinners to come and wonder how people will feel about chedder on triscuits.

    This was lovely, Angela.

  13. jmblaine says:

    Oh man I love Chinese food.
    And I read this at 11 at night and now I have to go trowling for
    Schzewan.
    TNB could use a lot more of this kind of writing…
    Hao Zhu!

  14. Oh man, I’m not looking forward to Lunar New Year. That bastard holiday cost me four hundred extra dollars on my plane tickets back from Indonesia, and I’m going to have to travel across Korea when the entire continent turns to insanity. It won’t be pretty… I plan on curling up like a dumping and hiding until it’s over.

  15. D.R. Haney says:

    I have a bad habit of pulling bits out of baguettes and gumming them up into makeshift dumplings. And dim sum? I love it, even though I don’t know the names of any of the dishes. I just point to the ones I like, always ordering too many.

    Writing this is making me hungry.

    • Angela Tung says:

      i point too! going with my mom is the best. she always manages to pick the best little dishes.

      except chicken feet. every time we go out dim sum, my dad tries to get me to eat it. give it up, dad!

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