Notes on Leaving You

I woke up and kissed you and left the room. I woke up and you were lying in bed and I leaned over and kissed you before I left the room. Before waking up I was asleep and before I was asleep I was awake and might have been kissing you but after I was asleep I was definitely awake and definitely kissed you and left the room. I woke up. Kissed you. And left the room. There was snow on the ground. In the room. I don’t know how we slept there, in the snow. I don’t know how the snow got there. I woke up in the snow, then I kissed you, then I left the room. When we went to sleep I don’t remember there being any snow and maybe I dreamt it. Maybe I dreamt the snow. I woke up, kissed you, maybe dreamt the snow, and left the room. After I left the room I don’t know what happened in the room. I know what happened to me after I left the room but I don’t know what happened to you. I hope you tell me some day. I hope that some day you tell me what happened after I left the room. I hope that some day after today (today’s when I left the room) you tell me what happened. I hope you tell me I dreamt the snow. I hope you tell me I dreamt the snow because I was worried about you sleeping in so much snow. I was worried about you sleeping in so much snow even though I had been sleeping in as much snow. Assuming I hadn’t dreamt it. Maybe I dreamt the snow. Maybe I left the room I left for a reason. Maybe I left the room after kissing you because I was dreaming snow. Maybe people need snow to dream. Maybe you weren’t dreaming enough snow, so I left you with mine, in the room, after kissing you. Maybe you had snow in your mouth. Maybe you were cold but I don’t think so. Maybe you were cold but I don’t think so because I kissed you and when I kissed you you were warm. Not just warm as you usually are, but very warm. Maybe I left the room, after kissing you, because you knew about snow, because you knew about dreaming, because I needed to find the snow, find out about the dreaming for myself. I woke up and kissed you and left the room.