One of the social functions of art is to document and respond to the human condition. In response to the global Covid-19 pandemic, The Nervous Breakdown presents three poems by three contemporary American poets. This poem by Aimee Clow is the second of three daily installments.
Chapel Hill Meets at Nightlight
Trudge the swampy divot of your city yard
to conjure the possibility of fruit.
Or vegetables. Roots.
No one is to talk these weeks but touch
only ground and locked air.
Cats will be contented
by constant companionship.
A network of signal threads
pretends political deviation,
what amounts to baskets of food
gifted on door steps.
We really wanted
We get what we get,
signal around it.
Who does not hoard becomes a list
of empty shelves and bargains.
Dumpsters dry up as demand stays home.
We become wishes for the rotting.
Pretend four walls are open sky.
Press your tongue in the acid-washed mud.
I’ll believe what I believe.
We will take what we take.
Economics of a virus, the radio whispers,
deviate because of fear, the locked in here,
You need to pretend you are really, really, really alone.
Now you need to tell me we are not alone.
Aimee Wright Clow is a writer and designer living in Durham, NC. Her writing and videos have appeared or are forthcoming with Masque and Spectacle, Stone Canoe, Reality Beach, Leveler, Ghost Proposal, and PANK. She is the writer and designer of the broadside A Brief Map of Albany (2019 Utilities Included). aimeecharrison.com